women, sucha complicated creatures

women are hard to understand. true, but only the best of guys have the ability to understand and compromise women. They are the kind of men worth loving a lifetime. According to some unsolicited sighs and some opinions, here are some of the things guys hate in girls:

• Women are too emotional.
• Women take too long to dress.
• They hug fellow girls. wouldn't be a bit awkward to see guys hugging or holding hands?
• Women take you shopping with them so that she can have someone to hold her shopping bags. and we just love guys who love to shop and never complain.
• Women talk a lot. about things guys dont even care about.
• Girls give meaning to things. like when you pick up her books, blah blah. there's a whole bible for these.
• Girls tend to be manhid. they dont realize the ones who really love them
• Girls are silly. they cry over guys who are not really worth the pain.
• Girls cry a lot. it annoys the guys, a lot.

okay, so let me get this clear. We're girls, it's not our fault if we're made this way, and we are exact opposites of the guys. And fyi, not all girls are like that, they generalize too much. Sure, i admit, im an anti-men, and proud of it baby! but i am not all that against guys. In fact, I love them, especially little older type (u know, d mature type) but i just wish they were a bit more sensitive, especially with the girl's feelings. Sometimes they seem to us the most abominable creatures on earth, we'd rather talk to dogs than fill our minds with the silly things guys say such as basketball, computer games and wrestling. God, how I would love to kick the heads of those guys. *sorry Lord, i'll restrain from these thoughts. haha*

so there you have it, are we really the complicated creatures or would the title suit more for the guys? i wish i knew. but for me, either way, we are all complicated. that's what makes it such fun!

of female and pain

Last night I couldn’t sleep well because I had a friggin awful period pain and I could’ve taken some painkillers except for the fact I have some sorta psychological macho thing against pills. It’s been a long time since I have to endure period pain like what I am experiencing now. Perhaps it’s because of the irregularities and because I didn’t get it last month, it’s a combination of two months, hence the pain. It’s like having contractions, but it comes and goes. It is not normal pain; it is excruciating type of pain.

If I remembered correctly one gynae told me the pain will reduce significantly with age but it seemed to be getting worst but then again what would I benchmark the pain against since my period is very irregular?Before you suggest, yes, I had seen many doctors and each time was given a hell lot of medication to take to regulate them but none seemed to work.

Work! Work! Work!

It’s my second week at work. Gosh! The new place is indescribable, im actually having mixed feeling ‘bout the whole new job thingy. Not sure, whether it’s a good place to work. In the past, it was difficult at the Club and NST (with the hardheaded lady-bosses) but at least the job gave me some sort of contentment. I did learn some stuff.

But now I’m having doubts about my status here. And of course the people, PEOPLE!!!. Nowadays, im feeling very tired, I’m jus so soooo tired of being nice to people. I had enough of dramas at the Club. I think for some reason, this time around Im giving up (subconsciously) . And I am keep telling myself that I am not going to show any extra effort to be nice to anyone. Coz it’s so tiring. Why should I? I’m sick of pretending, all I wanna do is jus be myself (u know, d usual grumpy self). The whole time when I was at the Club, all I did was tried so hard to be nice to everyone... look what happened in the end? i got kicked left right and everywhere else. I’m not goin to go thru all that things again. NO!

On the other hand, while the work dilemma is still there, I’m actually glad that I have a real job right now. In a point of fact, it was tough! Tough lookin for a suitable job and i hate looking for one! I never had so much of trouble finding one actually, and I bet it’s all because I really needed one this time. Anyway thanks to uncle manjeet, benny and his bro steve for recommending this job for me. I really appreciate it. I o u guys, except, i’m not sure how long I’ll hang about here. But I guess, for time being its alrite.