Thursday 28 February 2008

learning to be alone...


Well Mr Conservative made an official announcement on his other woman and his so called wedding plans… Woopdefrickin do...

So, nowadays I spent my time while he is on a date with THE other woman, on my hands and knees scrubbing the kitchen floor, and the two bathroom floors and then wiping down and reorganizing the book shelves, counter tops and then taking countless showers and moping the floor and … running out my apartment to the most furtherest mall to get my groceries... bla bla bla - so here's my dilemma... I've forgotten how to be alone. I’ve forgotten how to let go…

its not that we were together most of the time – but I always knew he was there… in my mind - all the time. Now, I'm totally totally incapable of being alone... that thoughts… he, not being there is killing me. The worse part is he is there… with another woman.

I read somewhere that the worst thing could ever happen to a person is - knowing someone they love… is in love with another person… I don’t know, life is unfair most of the time *correction all the time.

3 comments:

Ann always said...

hi. found this via facebook. so glad to know you have a blog. we have a lot of catching up to do woman!

Ann always said...

btw. keep your chin up!

sri said...

HI anna

nice to hear from u... i do check out ur blog every now and then ... i've been reading bout u and ur baby in friendster...

u hef one precious little baby, u know, and pretty interesting life as mommy in swizerland.

dun worry bout me... im fine. it's just, i get little dramatic sometime while bloggin.